No Life- just venting. Care to look and read?

hi im catherine. i live with bipolar, SAD and a learning disability. I am on social security disability since i cant work. I cant drive. I only go out with my mom randomly. I dont have a life. Becuase the only life i have is when im on the computer, or when i do stuff at home. I text random people that i met offline. I have like no friends anymore since high school ended. I have 3 best friends. I never go out. I hate people. I hate crowds. I hate being out of the house. I have a seperation issue with leaving my mom. I sometimes get bored but ussually never becuase i enjoy and have fun by myself and randomly ttalking to my mom, sister or best friend charlene.

Hi catherine,
I am the same way you are except I have no friends. All you said about the problems you have ,its the very same for me too and, it sure does rot that we are this way

I hate people as you do and, people all seem to be so very mean and unfriendly.

I don't have a life and I seem to just live on the internet but, am alone on here as I have no friends at all and have not had any since forever and ever. Seems people just do not like me

Its a very lonely life always being alone

I hate crowds too, and if I go to the store, I always try to get to them right when they open in the morning as this is when hardly anyone is there and so for me its just a little more comfortable but, if its a store thats got a lot of people in it, I am all nervous and uncomfortable and gotta get out of there.


And like you, I too am on social security disability. I cannot work either as its real awful for me. The few jobs I did have, people always made fun of me and made a patsy out of me and, I just could not take it anymore. People are so very mean and hurtful ,catherine


This life we have truly rots

Saying you hate people is a bit of a cop out.
You need to be ok with yourself b4 u can be ok with other people.
You say you had friends in high school. So you havent always hated ppl then ?
I dunno thats just how it looks from the outside