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I would like to share with you my last experience with my father. I donot need help at the moment. i just want to talk with you. i'm "fighiting" this war completely alone, and so i'm gonna finish it.
Last night, after a dinner with my grandparents and my father's uncle my father start to scream me. And i was sleeping. He was claming that i'm do not respect the person in the house. He say to me that when he and his bitch are outside i'm the owner of the house and i have to clean up and put the flat on the table before eating. Last night i sayd that i did not put the right napkin because i don't know where are they. I say to wait his bitch because i do not where they are. Well, after he screaming he sayd that when he is not at the house i have to bring respect and be as the owner. That's crap.
They do not think about the fact that i was sleeping and this things are just the result of his lack of dialog and selfconfidence. The conversation ends with that bitch that say "go to bed". I went to bed and i didn't answer because i was sleeping and i was out of my mind. it wasn't the case to scream. I was too tired to talk.
I spent 2 hours shiving. I was adrenaline at max. And the girl with my father was retching i do not why.
This morning with a little more patience i went to him and i say "don't permit anymore to scream to me when i'm sleeping, you fail. you are a fail father, you fail with me", he just answer me"go to hell" and i went to bed with my heart full of adrenaline, but i fight with words without using violence. from this moment i will keep out my father from my life. he doesn't deserve a son. He fail. He never, and i say never, spent somenthing for his child. I'm 19 years old and i'm steel look as a homeless. I ask him a pair of shoes because mine hurt my back. He has always a reason to don't do what i ask. he doesn't have skills of any kind and he is not humble. a day he say "i don't close my company because with my knownledge i will be underpayment". Is this be humble? and recently he say to me that i'm not modest of humble just because i was setting my paper on the table in the living room. That's incredible.
it's a long long story, but i would share what happen recently even to employ my english
.
Let me know, thank you for reading
Last night, after a dinner with my grandparents and my father's uncle my father start to scream me. And i was sleeping. He was claming that i'm do not respect the person in the house. He say to me that when he and his bitch are outside i'm the owner of the house and i have to clean up and put the flat on the table before eating. Last night i sayd that i did not put the right napkin because i don't know where are they. I say to wait his bitch because i do not where they are. Well, after he screaming he sayd that when he is not at the house i have to bring respect and be as the owner. That's crap.
They do not think about the fact that i was sleeping and this things are just the result of his lack of dialog and selfconfidence. The conversation ends with that bitch that say "go to bed". I went to bed and i didn't answer because i was sleeping and i was out of my mind. it wasn't the case to scream. I was too tired to talk.
I spent 2 hours shiving. I was adrenaline at max. And the girl with my father was retching i do not why.
This morning with a little more patience i went to him and i say "don't permit anymore to scream to me when i'm sleeping, you fail. you are a fail father, you fail with me", he just answer me"go to hell" and i went to bed with my heart full of adrenaline, but i fight with words without using violence. from this moment i will keep out my father from my life. he doesn't deserve a son. He fail. He never, and i say never, spent somenthing for his child. I'm 19 years old and i'm steel look as a homeless. I ask him a pair of shoes because mine hurt my back. He has always a reason to don't do what i ask. he doesn't have skills of any kind and he is not humble. a day he say "i don't close my company because with my knownledge i will be underpayment". Is this be humble? and recently he say to me that i'm not modest of humble just because i was setting my paper on the table in the living room. That's incredible.
it's a long long story, but i would share what happen recently even to employ my english
. Let me know, thank you for reading