yohan

I totally and completely understand what you're going through. I have that same kind of paranoia that you were talking about. I still think you need to find someone to talk to and see how they can help you out.

i want to talk to someone with same phobia and complexity like me. I cannot talk seriously when someone gazing at me and if i notice that i become paranoid and anxious and cannot be myself.i was not happy with my situation and been smoking lot of weeds through these periods this made me paranoid and acting like a fool in front of every one.i had two girlfriends in my life which did not last long because i can't stand in a relationship .All my friends start their life and career and i stayed back and i totally depress. They have their gf and proper respected work.And i do'n even see them anymore no more calls nothing.These days i have acted like a fool in work every body laughing at me thinking that i am mad and they know that i smoke weeds coz i had odd behaviors and i really have it. that because of heavy paranoid and extreme shyness and i started stammering too.every body is considering me idiot and gay and i don't know what to do.PL help me out (sorry for bad english)