Recent content by SoScared

Seems to be a lotta self hate and avoidance at the mo. Any anxiety reduction or better coping strategies work going on

Interested in your goal comment. Do you set your own goals or does somebody else

Welcome. It's a trait that hugely influences my life and profoundly effects how people treat and interact with me...but it can be worked on

Mild depression, I get a physical feeling around the mouth, throat esphorigas region due to the quantity of illicits that I've consumed. Feeling low or being lazy. Job's half done with resulting consequences. Also experiencing a lot of bad luck. We call it sods law. Its becoming the norm. Going...

I was out playing at the time, but when when I was 13 totally unexpectedly a girl called round for me. On my return my mum (adopted) ridiculed this, on reflection milestone event and called it 'soppy'. Getting older does allow you to see the inadequacies of your parents. Man they were seriously...

You go: "Aye, sure. Here ye go, pay pal"?

Well here I am back in the university library after so long. Definitely got imposter anxiety. Being the only smelly homeless person doesn't help matters. Also got some housing forms to fill in. I dont think people get just how much anxiety I have during a normal day. Hope you're all well

Its actually turned out quite well. We've said our goodbyes. I think our paths will cross again. Hope so. Feel real empty though right now. And 24hours later...not feeling good. Haven't got enough battery to call the Samaritans. Also have to change my rough sleeping site today cos the owners...

It's #brewmonday today facilitated by the Samaritans. Share a cuppa with a virtual friend. So from the thousands to the few

^might be a few old timer and newbie lurkers.

Chuckled

Hello, it'll be alright...its OK to struggle...keep warm, keep dry. Tomorrow your on a clandestine mission .

My teacher. I'm letting go, she wants, her body language says so. We'll just drift away. She might be back one day, you never know. So grateful, so privileged to have known her

^that's me, top right

I've started writing emails to myself again. Nothing serious, just random wellbeing stuff. Bizarre world for me, 7 billion people and I've nobody to talk to