Recent content by slicenrice

He was the funniest member ever, I miss that cat. What happened to him? Anyone know?

I think back on the past, and there have been several times where my actions actually were scrutinized and it affected my anxiety a lot. One example is back in high school one of my friends would always scrutinize my pronunciation of words, and one in particular was sixth. We could be in a...

I am going back to work at a department store in a couple of days, and I am nervous to do it. I have anxiety about returning to old places of work, and this will be the first time I have ever done so. My main problem will be talking to the other employees. I was always quiet around them, but I...

life is so bad, why am i here? where did all this negativity come from? why am i so unhappy when i am in good health, with a family who has a decent amount of money and several good friends? why is every second a struggle for me? whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy???? yeah i know there is no answer...

i dunno what this is, i feel like this is such a weird SA trait, but i have a problem calling people by their name unless they are already my friends. i guess it might come from being corrected by my grandparents about pronunciation of names when i was young, but i just can't do it much. i feel...

May 13th. I gotta get in shape now. Too much sitting has ruined my body. Too much abuse has gone on for too long. From now on there will be 50 pushups each morning, 50 pullups. There will be no more pills, there will be no more bad food, no more destroyers of my body. From now on it will be...

for all of us guys who believe that we will probably never reproduce due to our SA, depression, and other issues, i feel like there is an evolutionary explanation. the desirable male, who can function socially and succeed better in society (people without SA) have more desirable genes than the...

here is our good old loyal friend recluse: http://www.socialphobiaworld.com/modules.php?name=Forums&file=profile&mode=viewprofile&u=7678 and here is comedian adam sandler: http://images.art.com/images/products/large/10102000/10102120.jpg i see some resemblance...what about you?

for all the guys and girls out there who want a relationship as desperately as me, what do you want in a relationship the most? for me i want someone that i can be open to about my thoughts and feelings, and they can love me exactly the way that i am, not love a face that i show to the world.

bad topic haha. so its not sunny, but i wish it was...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zuTHdzSJz4c what do you think

i just dont see any point in carrying on. for the past couple days i have seen this life as so menial and unimportant, and i just want to take a freebie outta here. i know i shouldn't feel this way :cry: i just hate the way things are going and how even when i can calm my mind i feel depressed...

I feel like I deserve death at this point. I am taking the term off due to anxiety and depression, and I have people who care about me. My mom and grandpa came up today to pick me up and it feels better, but I am still really depressed. I have sooooo much to be thankful for, but I am just...

even the thought of interacting with my peers scares me right now. i am such a loser and i hate it i feel like topping myself. i want to interact, but i cant because i am a nervous wreck who will never be accepted

I am a sophomore, and I am going to transfer to northeastern in the fall most likely. I am really nervous about making new friends. How can I go about doing this? Should I just go up to random people and introduce myself and see what happens?