Recent content by IceNerveshatter

I've been having more suicidal thoughts. I try so hard to fit into this world and I can't do it. I can't keep a job, I can't afford my rent, I can't afford food, my band is going nowhere, I can't keep a girl around for more than a week, and I don't know what else to do. It doesn't matter...

This is called "Sunnshine" and is one of the very few acoustic songs I wrote: i want you notice the things that i do thte places i've gone the blood that i shed all comes back to you covered in bruises the sky inked in honey your soul calls the bees to peel back the skin it all comes back to...

ape shit on your window screen rotting meat on your dash board old soda stains blood the marks of the dead one and maggots in eye sockets bite that which feeds to look through the mouse hole a stone eye forever sees erase nothing buried in smoke in hate in love in hell in waiting in you

It is SO hard to work as I have constant panic attacks. I was delivering pizza for a while quite successfully until I got fired for some total bullshit. I was wondering if anyone knew some jobs that would be suited to someone with agoraphobia and social anxiety? I'm so poor I've had about 3...

I figure most people on this site (myself included) find it difficult to meet people. Any single attractive females want to talk? I play guitar in my band Joint Snake and I live in North County.

http://hardmous.freeshell.org/MonochromeHatePatches.mp3 This was for my old band and I did all the instruments on this recording. This particular song was the product of severe agoraphobia. Enjoy.

I just got fired from my job yesterday. There are very few jobs I can do. This one was delivering pizza. I don't know what else to do, but I have to get a job. I need money to pay my rent and buy food. I don't knwo what I could possibly do that wouldn't give me panic attacks and constant...