I read your post. You should create a new thread so more of the members here can read about your situation. I've kind of given up on myself too, pretty apathetic about life.
You do need to start telling the truth. That may be easier said than done. But, as you know, it creates a credibility problem.....At this point, you may lie just for the sake of lying because your use to it. Hope you're able to turn things around. Maybe start with little steps like cleaning etc. Hang in there!
You do need to start telling the truth. That may be easier said than done. But, as you know, it creates a credibility problem.....At this point, you may lie just for the sake of lying because your use to it. Hope you're able to turn things around. Maybe start with little steps like cleaning etc. Hang in there!