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    is it possible to make friends in a small-town bar

    Is it possible like, if I go there when I'm a regular there on the weekends? I honestly don't have any friends to hang out with ont he weekends in the evening/late night hours doing fun stuff
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    friend tells me im weird and psycho

    Recently, a long-time family friend told me I was weird and psycho. Then proceeds to tell me her parents don't want me around unless my parents are there and that I'm "different" What hurts the most is that she and her family are friends with my family and a few relatives. I did something that...
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    withdrawing from the outside world

    That's what I did for the longest time.... Just scared of meeting people and broaden my horizons. Really, wished I wasn't so scared being 30 yrs. old and feel like I'm much younger than that. I lost my virginity to a guy over a drunken night then the frriendahip with him went downhill after...
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    could use advice on friend's drug addiction

    -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This a is a guy that I was good friends with for a few years until him and his ex broke up. The past few months I haven't seen much of him since his ex broke things off with him so I don't know what to believe...
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    Depressed

    over the lack of sex. I recently lost my "innocene when I was almost 30. Since then it has happened rarely. I know sex isn't everything. When I started being active, I really enjoy it. Now with the guy I was involved with is gone, I can't seem to get a guy to be interested in me enough to go out...
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    could use some advice

    last spring i almost od'd drugs and alcohol. i was sooooo drunk when i took those pills. it happened at family friend's house. it was on purpose. i was unhappy with life for various of reasons. now this family that i've know since i was a young child don't even want me around unless my parents...
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    I hate feeling so innocent

    I feel like I'm 18yrs. old in terms of life and sexual experiences though I'm 30. Back then, I was scared of life. venturimg out onto adventures and meeting people. In the last couple yrs. I've learned a lot about life. I had a fling with someone that I trusted because he "knew" how innocent I...
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    Hearing Impairment and Lonliness at 30

    I've had profound hearing loss since it was diagnosed when I was 2 and wear the highest powered hearing-aids thtt's out there. I've always had difficulty maintaing friendships, most of them seems to not get past the acquaintance stage. I also have a scar from heart surgery that is noticable on...
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    I feel like a 13yr. old in a 30yr.old body

    Long story short....I've always been shy with few friends throughout my life. Early teens, I started to withdraw into my own world and daydreaming for hours in a day. Ironically, I had 2 sisters very close in age and another one 7yrs. younger. I wasn't close to them or my parents growing up...
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