Recent content by bowel_of_chiley

I feel as if I'm the only one in this situation. I had to leave uni in November 2004 due to a breakdown and I've been living at my mum's ever since. It's got to the point that I can't progress as an 'adult' unless I get off the benefit, back into paid work and ultimately out of my mum's house...

I recently took ecstasy for the 2nd time, the first time i did it i snorted pure mdma, and my comedown wasn't half as bad, which makes me realise what impurities were included in these 'pills' i.e. ketamin, mcpp, mda, amphetamine etc. I did somewhere in the region of three to five pills, some of...

I'm agoraphobic, I have no more than three friends, I feel isolated the majority of the time, that's probably why I send these useless posts. I get too wrapped up in this shit, when I know that life could be simple and full of different people. To be honest, I appreciate my own company a lot...

Earlier this month, I got together with a beautiful woman. Last Tuesday, she tells me we need to finish. We talked for hours about why we wouldn't work and amongst floods of tears, I started to accept her reasoning for her decision to break it off. She also suggested that we would stay friends...

Hi, Just wanted to raise the subject of what is, for me and undoubtedly many of you guys, my main trigger for anxiety these days. There's a bit of a 'long story' behind why I've got to this place in my life, so I hope I'm not gonna bore you all. I'm lonely as hell, sometimes to the point of...