Just having a companion is not the key to happiness, Crash! I've had some TERRIBLE relationships and I'm still back at square one, alone. If I'd have had any idea how much I would have been hurting, feeling rejected, etc., believe you me, I would have STAYED alone rather than to have gone through it. I still hurt and get depressed if I dwell on some of the disasters. Until we can think up a way for you to meet people (besides the phobic groups and things we've already suggested) why not try to focus on the things that COULD take place if you had a companion, like, you take them to a movie and they see a freind and spend the entire movie talking to their friend, they find fault with your clothing, manners, etc., they reject/discard a gift from you and even hurt you by saying something negative about it. You go to visit them at home and find someone else there or they talk on the phone and ignor you. The list goes on and on! I was phyically as well as mentally abused in all of my relationships, Crash. Hang in there Crash.... you could very easily NOT have bad relationships like I did and truely find genuine happiness... but there can be a bad side to companionship you should think about as well.
I'll get back to you with some suggestions of HOW to meet people as soon as some others than the ones prviously mentioned come to mind. :wink: