I am at my breaking point

I should probably just write this in a journal instead of here. But I'm not.

I have finals tomorrow. My bills are past due. My house is a mess. My husband was just diagnosed with hep C. My son and husband fight. My 13 year old son says he will end up killing himself. and, and, and...........

What the fuck?

Wow that sound pretty bad.There's not much I can say but I hope things improve for you.

Been there

Believe me i've been there and it does get better. I was married to an alcoholic for 28yrs, lost our business our house but stuck by him and tried to help him. I felt I owed it to him after he had stayed with me through 21 yrs of suffering from panic attacks. Last year I just couldn't take it anymore and took the kids and left, best decision I have ever made. 2 weeks later my mum was diagnosed with pancreas cancer and was given 3 months to live! I nursed her 24/7 until she died in March. My whole world fell apart and my panic attcks got worse. I was put on Paxil and life is starting to look a bit better. I will beat this and I will be happy again. Life throws some real shit at us sometimes but you have to be strong and hang on in there. Good luck and take care.

Whew! I'm better. Temporary panic. I can handle it now. Septor and Caz - thank you so much. Your encouragement really helped me.