Freaking out all of a sudden!

lately ive been thinking about what kind of things i'd need from a person if we were to be in a good relationship & now im freaking out that ill never find anyone who ill beable to trust with my problems! my emotions change all the time & so do i, before i thought some day someone would come along who's perfect for me, but now im not so sure. I cant stop myself from panicing about this!

my problems and trying to be perfect for people are getting worse now cus i dont want to be alone