LonelyGirl
Well-known member
If you manage to face something that causes you a lot of anxiety and you get through it, do you feel proud of yourself? I've just realised I never do. I'm in my first year of uni living in halls and most people are trying to move out to houses next year with friends. I don't have any friends to get a house with but there are a few "Housemates Wanted" notices posted around the university. I actually managed to reply to one today. I got a phone number off one of the notices and called some random girl I've never met to arrange a meeting. I hate phones and I am terrified of phoning anyone but my parents. I eventually called this girl though and it was fine and I don't think I said or did anything wrong. I feel like I should be proud of myself but I just feel terrible and I don't know why. I thought about it and realised I'm never proud of myself when I face my fears, I just feel bad. Do you get that or is it just me?