Escape

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I want to get rid of this so bad. I hate not being able to connect with other people. I want to become a somebody. I want a life, friends, and a family. I want a career. I want to stop being afraid. I want to be able to stand up for myself and stop feeling bad. I want confidence and a self image. I want to be able to state my opinions and not feel threatened. I want to live! I want to feel loved, appreciated, and looked up to. I want to set an example. I want to stop feeling sorry for myself. I don't want to be scared anymore. I want to know things are going to be ok and that i accomplished something in my life. But with this bullshit mental disorder none of it can happen. I want help but I'm too ashamed to seek it. I'm destined to be a loser, a nobody and a failure. All I will ever have are shattered dreams and broken spirits. i can never be someone important to anyone like this.
 
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