Does this happen to you?

Ok... so... I know this might sound a little strange...but I am almost sure it has to do with my OCD. I just cant trust anyone and its really sad. I have a lot of friends and they are very nice and havent done anything against me or so, but whenever I borrow something from them I just think that it might give me back luck or something bad (whatever that may be) will happen to me or change me. I know this is very strange and it is very difficult to live with. What would you recommend me to do... I just wish I could trust them or at least one of them...

yes u can trust them since u thought they're nice.
sometimes i cant easily trust ppl coz they discomfort me, they're nice but in any case of talking with their friends. i just dont find they're nice to me. i dunno how to talk with ppl i find im uncomfy around them.
no, it wont give u bad luck. i dont believe about such things, luck, fate etc.
be controlable to urself

I get afraid when i lend people pencils and what not.. I'm constantly checking to see if they're biting it *oh hell no*, breaking it, unscrewing them and losing parts and if they do, i tell them they can keep it
Also people ask to copy my homework and i wont give it to them because i don't want them to lose it *sigh*