EscapeArtist
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A thought that's been haunting me for awhile... My family was very judgemental, and i'm sure a lot of you had/have judgemental parents or peers. Now... i'm wondering whether I picked up this judgemental mentality from my parents and sisters, and assume negative judgement will seep from every corner of every mouth because perhaps I inflict it on others as well. But then this doesn't make sense... everybody I 'judge' I do so positively, they are all so much better than me in so many ways. Am I trying to fight the overseen instinct to judge negatively and resort to my misanthropic self, and so I jump to the opposite, being praise?
It still doesn't seem quite right, because everybody I come across I really AM full of pure burning jealousy and lust. But that damn question still haunts me and causes me to put myself down, what else could my learned-nature be if not this?? What do you think?
It still doesn't seem quite right, because everybody I come across I really AM full of pure burning jealousy and lust. But that damn question still haunts me and causes me to put myself down, what else could my learned-nature be if not this?? What do you think?