Beautiful words written wasted on what could be spoken

I read all these post and see how beautiful all the words that everyone writes..why can we all use the words that we write into words spoken. Spoken to people who are the most important to us. Why can I write to people so expressively on here but not put into words comfortably to people out there it just kills me..I could, have, will one day, but not now ..not yet..maybe. Right now I feel like a cold, heartless, socially awkward ...because of my anxiety..someone that people wouldin't want to be around...I don't know how to be friends with people anymore..just feel too weird..this social anxiety has made me feel hopeless with ever being normal agian..I have the hardest time fitting in now..maybe I just need to except that I'm a little eccentric and that's ok..I'm not the only one that feels this way What is normal really.

So true. Well said. We're all physically capable of doing this in spoken words. We choose not to (yes, I really do think it's mainly a matter of choice) because of our lack of self-confidence.

Wish I had more to say right now... =/