A short moment of free anxiety

On this day of x-mas, I decided to be alone. Was invited to a party, didn't go. Ended up renting a movie, buying some coke and weed.

The reason for this topic?

I just wanted to let you know that at "this very moment" I am

- Pessimist
- Confident
- Anxiety free
- Looking forward for tomorrow
- And most importantly very horny.

Kids, remember, drugs are bad....ummkay?

White Christmas, eh?

nice 8)

Damn right.

lol
Yeh only differant thing for me as i went to the party
home now but im gettin fuked up

Your usage of drugs will only increase your anxiety levels. You are using the drugs, and probably know this, to avoid the anxiety. Instead, you need to confront the anxiety directly and get over it if you wish to get better. Drugs may help in the short-term, but they only increase anxiety, harm your health, and possibly could kill you or land your ass in jail! The "freedom" you are experiencing is only false; the anxiety will come back. Kick the drug habit.

drugs dont do shit m\for me ,no matter if is xmas or not , iam only without sa when im sleepin,so youre li\yin ,just know that

Well...the short moment of being anxiety free and full of confidence was nice, and I ended up having a not so bad time after all despite being alone...so I guess it was an ok experience.

Thing with coke is that the high doesn't last very long but the down does. I don't get any depressive downs on coke, just have nose congestion, sore throat, headache and worst of all inability to sleep. Overall I think it's not worth it, and I don't see myself trying it anytime soon again.

But you know what ? It made me realize that I have the ability of feeling confident and free from anxiety, and the feeling is absolutely amazing. Imagine, just enjoying the moment and not worrying...Hopefully I can reach a point on day when I'll always feel like that, and that without being on coke.