The Nephilim
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Do you become more anxious coming up to Christmas & New Years and do you celebrate it?
ohh yeh new years for me is by far the worst, so lonely and depressing...i lay on my bed after being woken up by the fireworks which are just a painfull reminder of how i have no friends and are spending the night alone...once again...i can't remember the last time i was actually invited out somewhere for new years' its been that long:. but xmas in general is a bad time of year for me, i used to love it as a kid but..
a few things i hate abouts xmas:
-being asked by someone 'so whats your plans for xmas' as i usually have none.
-feeling presured to go to one of those family get-togethers, which if i do go forced to make tedious small talk with relatives i generally have no desire to converse with.
-xmas shopping, just blah.
-stupid xmas carrols.
-stupid tinsil everywhere.
-acting like you got the best gift when you know it sucks.
Not a thing. I don't celebrate Christmas/New Years. Holidays aren't anxious times, they're lonely times for me. Which I rank worse than being anxious :s
My husband will be out of town because he's going to be visiting his family for Xmas and New Years. My friends all want me to celebrate with them. My mother wants me to celebrate with her. I don't really want to spend time with my parents, but if I celebrate with my friends then my mom is going to be ass-hurt and I'm going to have to deal with her childish, passive-aggressive nonesense every time I see her. Her Xmas consists of eating pastries, watching TV and going to sleep.
I'm pretty sure that my New Years will be a good one.