Maddy6voa
New member
I'm new to this site and looking for some advise on who I can talk to about life issues. I have no friends and no real family, so I can't talk to anyone. I just broke off my long time friendship (who was my only friend) because he wasn't dependable anymore. I can't talk to my boyfriend because he has his own issues to deal with. I have an aunt that's like a mother to me that's dying and no other family left. I had lost my job and still haven't found a new one yet. I don't drive or have a car, so that doesn't make matters any better. Can't see a doctor because I have no insurance & the state can't help me.
So with all this going on who in the world can I talk to? I know my boyfriend says he loves me and he cares, but sometimes I don't see it. He's mad at me because our sex live isn't great right now. The last 3 times I offered something sexual just for him...he reject me and than used porn later. He rarely ever offers sex just for me. He says that his rejecting me has nothing to do with me, but I think somethings going on. Plus he makes food for himself and doesn't even ask if I'd like anything...and leaves all his dirty dishes for me to clean.
Right now I'm feeling like I'm only here to give my half of the rent, cook and clean. My life feels like I'm being a complete burden on society. I have no purpose or meaning to my life what so ever!!!
So with all this going on who in the world can I talk to? I know my boyfriend says he loves me and he cares, but sometimes I don't see it. He's mad at me because our sex live isn't great right now. The last 3 times I offered something sexual just for him...he reject me and than used porn later. He rarely ever offers sex just for me. He says that his rejecting me has nothing to do with me, but I think somethings going on. Plus he makes food for himself and doesn't even ask if I'd like anything...and leaves all his dirty dishes for me to clean.
Right now I'm feeling like I'm only here to give my half of the rent, cook and clean. My life feels like I'm being a complete burden on society. I have no purpose or meaning to my life what so ever!!!