jeez....i dont know. my INSTINCT is to want to change a few things. Theres alot of old threads id like to have tied up.
But if theres anything ive learned from star trek and time travel, back to the future, dr who, ect, is whatever you do will effect everything else, and while things certainly were ****ey at certain points, what ive just recently come into now is wonderful and i dont dare want to change anything, otherwise i might risk never finding what i just finally have found, my happy place.
No, id follow the star trek temporal prime directive and not mess with things.
well, actually.....there is ONE thing is like to do.....
id go back, to the day my mother left. She was moving in with her bf, leaving my father and me. my dad was in the oil patch 7 hours away and was on his way home but there was no way he could have been there. I went to try to hug her and beg her to stay and she shoved me back onto the lawn hard and said she didnt have a son and to never speak to her. My 8 yr old self was so afraid and literally had no one.....id go back to my younger self, give him a hug, promise him everything would be ok and to just hang on. Then disapear before dad got home. At that time i wanted nothing more than for a grown up person to tell me it was all ok. The little boy i was deserved better then that. Id give that to him.
Other then that no, id do my absolute best not to change anything. Thinking about it, even doing what i just described might alter my future in ways unforseen and possibly dangerous, so in fact id even try to resist doing that.....
a person could go crazy thinking about all this lol.