milesfromhome
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I'm new, so I hope I don't break any protocol. I'm just so.anxious I don't know what to do. It all started at walmart. I was late meeting a friend and so dkidn't bother drying off after I showered, I just threw my clothes on and left. I noticed before I got out of the car that my shorts were still wet, but assumed since they were thin they would dry fast. While in the store, this stranger started laughing and pointing her cell phone at me. I realized afterwards everything had dried, except the crotch of the pants. It upset me, but I .blew it off.
Lately, people have been laughing at me, complete strangers are staring and pointing and laughing and I have no idea why. I look fine, dressed normal, behaving normal and they're acting like I'm a monkey at the zoo. Think she posted it online but I can't find it. I've become obsessed looking. It's ruining my life. I don't go out anymore because there is always someone, laughing. It doesn't matter how look or behave, I can't escape them. All I do is randomly search the internet, trying to figure out what they are laughing at.
It's been months, and it's getting worse. I was already depressed, but now I'm flat out suicidal. I can't escape. I can't make it stop. I'm not even sure why they are mocking me but I hate my life and really hate this world and wish I was dead. No one understands I don't know what to do anymore, I don't know where to look. I just want it to end.
Lately, people have been laughing at me, complete strangers are staring and pointing and laughing and I have no idea why. I look fine, dressed normal, behaving normal and they're acting like I'm a monkey at the zoo. Think she posted it online but I can't find it. I've become obsessed looking. It's ruining my life. I don't go out anymore because there is always someone, laughing. It doesn't matter how look or behave, I can't escape them. All I do is randomly search the internet, trying to figure out what they are laughing at.
It's been months, and it's getting worse. I was already depressed, but now I'm flat out suicidal. I can't escape. I can't make it stop. I'm not even sure why they are mocking me but I hate my life and really hate this world and wish I was dead. No one understands I don't know what to do anymore, I don't know where to look. I just want it to end.