hello guys i have been doing better for awhile on prozac, but things have gone worse the past days... i have always feared being a bad person or pervert or pedophile.... for a few mnths the fears decreased but i found out that i have an uncle with schizophrenia and an uncle on the other side of the family who is a sex offender... i feel like its in my genes to be bad or ill now... with that in mind i had a recollection that convinced me im in someway screwed up idk why this came to mind and it frightens me into thinking something is wrong with me. Also a memory of me when i was a junior in high school came up when i wrestling a boy in a pool (he was around 12/13) and i remember that we were in a position were i was up against his butt.... and i remember liking the way it felt and i pressed closer.... these really are the main memories of my past that are coming back for some reason idk why