Skullomania
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I always feel like people hate me. Even when I try to do right, I do wrong. But people kind of indirectly tell me they can't stand me. But it's so obvious that their "hidden" message was about me. They try to make it indirect so that it doesn't seem that way. It makes me feel really bad. Sometimes I feel like it'd be better if they'd say it out in the open.
The weird thing is that these people make these grand announcements about how people are mean and jerks to one another, yet are the ones doing the subtle "I hate you for no reason" cold shouldering. They don't point fingers, but in a way they do. I feel like what they are doing is cowardly and hypocritical. They themselves are the self centered jerks they claim to hate and fight against so much. They say and do things just as bad as the people they talk against. It really bothers me. Every time I see the name or see them around, I get so nervous. As if the negative energy is focused particularly on me since day one. Does anyone know what I mean? I'd really appreciate the feedback.
The weird thing is that these people make these grand announcements about how people are mean and jerks to one another, yet are the ones doing the subtle "I hate you for no reason" cold shouldering. They don't point fingers, but in a way they do. I feel like what they are doing is cowardly and hypocritical. They themselves are the self centered jerks they claim to hate and fight against so much. They say and do things just as bad as the people they talk against. It really bothers me. Every time I see the name or see them around, I get so nervous. As if the negative energy is focused particularly on me since day one. Does anyone know what I mean? I'd really appreciate the feedback.
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