my turn
well since nobody has the balls to say what they regret i ll do it....
(im kidding ; ))
i remember like it was yesturday...
at 15, at school. My SA became is real big problem and
it even manifested itself in the form that i was always feeling
like going to pee. my whole body was so stressed i just had to go
many times a day.
So much i even got a paper that said i could go anytime during class
can u believe it.
anyway,
after a while it was so bad and i felt so stupid and humiliated
from going to the bsathroom all the times(+ my regular SA)
that one day, instead of going to my next class, i put on my coat,
made a decision icouldnt g o on at school, went outside.
Walked the street in front of school for awhile, turned around and looked at my school like it was the last time id go there ever, sort of a
goodbye last look and went home.
Since that day at 15 i stayed at home most of the time like an hermit for almost 10 years. Never had a job in that time and saw only rarely my
last friend left.
i can remember looking back at my school so vividly, as it was
the crucial moment of my life that made me wasted all my youth
and my dynamism.
beside that, i regret have drinking so much whine and beer 3 days ago.
lol
now im mostly over my SA but i still have to build myself a life
and social life which im very slowly starting.