ripewithdecay
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It's Friday night, i was walking home from work and noticed all the groups of people, and beautiful girls all decked out, everyone laughing and excited the weekend is finally here. People are gonna be having a blast tonight, getting loaded, with all their friends, or just doing something else interesting.
I'll be at home, on the couch, for the hundredth time - myself and my guitar and the tv of course.
This is a fucking shit life. And i'm just a waste of human flesh sitting here.
It's not in our nature to exist this way. So i've decided...
I'm 22... and i'm getting thoughts now like never before that I should just join the goddamn Army and go fight... and live and feel SOMETHING...
I'll get in shape, learn to fight, learn some discipline...
become a 'real man' with a 'real purpose'....
I don't know what else to do. I have had so many dreams about the future and finding a girlfriend and being a touring musician.
It's bullshit. I'll sit here for years on end and it will Never happen.
I can make the army happen Tommorow....right now if I want to!
Who else has had thoughts of just saying fuck it and enlisting?
Isn't that a better life, an honorable life, compared to being zero?
I'll be at home, on the couch, for the hundredth time - myself and my guitar and the tv of course.
This is a fucking shit life. And i'm just a waste of human flesh sitting here.
It's not in our nature to exist this way. So i've decided...
I'm 22... and i'm getting thoughts now like never before that I should just join the goddamn Army and go fight... and live and feel SOMETHING...
I'll get in shape, learn to fight, learn some discipline...
become a 'real man' with a 'real purpose'....
I don't know what else to do. I have had so many dreams about the future and finding a girlfriend and being a touring musician.
It's bullshit. I'll sit here for years on end and it will Never happen.
I can make the army happen Tommorow....right now if I want to!
Who else has had thoughts of just saying fuck it and enlisting?
Isn't that a better life, an honorable life, compared to being zero?