Winter
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ughh.. I am seriously considering leaving sixth form cos I just can't handle it right now.. I have enough crap to deal with with all my deadlines for work and stuff without having people always taking the piss out of me cos I get so nervous all the time..
It was so embarassing today, when I was in the sixth form area and I walked past this group of girls, and one of them whos like really loud/outgoing calls my name.. so then I get that sickening feeling and her friends on the table (about 10 of them) are all like looking at me and sniggering and she goes 'did it hurt... when you fell from heaven?!' then they all burst out laughing cos they were obviously trying to see me get embarassed, I just stood there for a few moments I didn't say anything I was just like er-umm.. and went bright bright red in the face and they were all still laughing and watching as I went red so I just kinda edged away.. then I could hear them still laughing and going like 'awww!' and talking about it when I'd gone..
ughh I get shit like this from loadsa people at school :/ They think it's hilarious that I am so shy but don't realise how much it hurts and plunges me back down again when I begin to think I'm recovering from SA..
It was so embarassing today, when I was in the sixth form area and I walked past this group of girls, and one of them whos like really loud/outgoing calls my name.. so then I get that sickening feeling and her friends on the table (about 10 of them) are all like looking at me and sniggering and she goes 'did it hurt... when you fell from heaven?!' then they all burst out laughing cos they were obviously trying to see me get embarassed, I just stood there for a few moments I didn't say anything I was just like er-umm.. and went bright bright red in the face and they were all still laughing and watching as I went red so I just kinda edged away.. then I could hear them still laughing and going like 'awww!' and talking about it when I'd gone..
ughh I get shit like this from loadsa people at school :/ They think it's hilarious that I am so shy but don't realise how much it hurts and plunges me back down again when I begin to think I'm recovering from SA..