AtTheGates
Banned
how to you go from having no REAL friends to socializing and getting people/making new friends? it seems like once people find out that you're a loner then thats pretty much the end of it and they just immedietly judge you for it and dismiss you...its so hard to make new friends when you don't already HAVE friends to vouch for you/put in the good word for you.....the friends I used to have would mostly talk shit about me behind my back and give people the worst possible description of me...like it was just a big joke to them...idk why they would always do that but they were never good friends in the first place.
I just don't know exactly what I have to do to convince people that I'm really not all that bad....at this point it really kind of seems futile to even try. Every time I think about it I just get really bummed out.
I'm currently working on losing weight/getting in better shape...so at least thats a START I guess...but it probably just a fraction of all the shit I'm going to need to do just to have a CHANCE at finding somewhere to fit in and meet new people.
I just don't know exactly what I have to do to convince people that I'm really not all that bad....at this point it really kind of seems futile to even try. Every time I think about it I just get really bummed out.
I'm currently working on losing weight/getting in better shape...so at least thats a START I guess...but it probably just a fraction of all the shit I'm going to need to do just to have a CHANCE at finding somewhere to fit in and meet new people.
Last edited: