knowledgeofself
Well-known member
it seems like when I hit my 30's and I had been out of work for a while my lack of motivation really kicked in. I used to be a lot more enthusiastic about things, now I just can't be bothered with anything. it's really taken me over, I bought a load of new music equipment with a tax rebate a year or so ago as I thought it might kick start some inspiration to get excited about doing something creative but I just can't even be bothered with that either, i'm starting to think about selling it all which I never thought i'd be considering a year or so back.
I think i've always had depressive periods in my life but always managed to snap out of it or fight against it, the difference here has been how I have felt let down by the benefits agencies. as well as feeling hopeless about my life as I came to terms with the fact that I have serious mental health problems and things weren't going to get better or easier. I've asked for help before about physical things to do with my life like exercise and things, but I feel like none of these things are going to help my mind and this neverending feeling of defeat...
:kickingmyself:
does anyone know where i'm coming from?
I think i've always had depressive periods in my life but always managed to snap out of it or fight against it, the difference here has been how I have felt let down by the benefits agencies. as well as feeling hopeless about my life as I came to terms with the fact that I have serious mental health problems and things weren't going to get better or easier. I've asked for help before about physical things to do with my life like exercise and things, but I feel like none of these things are going to help my mind and this neverending feeling of defeat...
:kickingmyself:
does anyone know where i'm coming from?