More of my poems :)

punklove

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This one's actually a song.
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He sleeps all day,
He won't wake up.
Closing is eyes,
He feels so stuck.
You can tell he's upset,
Cause he's hiding his cuts.
But no one cares,
They just stare.

Oh why you break him down?
He wasn't what you wanted.
But now he's all left out,
He wanted to be loved.
But now he's torn apart.

She bends and purges to feel good,
No she can't stop.
She would,
If she could.
But she can't it's too hard,
So she loses herself.
Even more every day,
Till she runs far away.

Did you see her ribs?
Sticking out too much.
She's scared.
Scared to be touched.

Her mom's f*cked up,
Obsessed with her lovers.
She's forced to watch,
How they treat eachother.
She's so sick and tired,
Of being alone.
So she deletes her accounts,
And throws out her phone.

Why did her dad leave?
He's all that she needs.
Instead she goes to bed,
Slowly losing her head.

They need to help eachother,
Start over new.
They need a special hero,
That could be you.
Yes that could be you.

Cut open
The girl with the bright red lips,
Never once loved never once kissed.
The one always picked last,
finding ways to forget her past.
Staring at his hidden face,
Looking downwards just in case.
She doesn't tell him what's on her mind,
In fear of being left behind.
No one seems to understand,
Why there's cuts across her hand.
She pretends not to care,
Though she's broken cold and bare.
He doesn't even look her way,
Ruining her whole day.
Mom screams when she gets home,
Wishing she'd be left alone.
A bloody scent from her room,
Knowing she'll be gone soon.
She wants someone to know,
How her life really goes.
She can't let people see,
Underneath who she wants to be.
She seems to be the only one,
To want to give up and run.
Why she has no idea,
Is she the only one who feels?
It seems she is and so she crys,
From saying too many goodbyes.
Flashbacks play until she breaks,
Dwelling on all of her mistakes.
Shadows block her sight,
They know she's lost the fight.
As she wishes she was more,
She quietly locks her door.


I miss you daddy (song)
Hush little baby don’t say a word,
Your daddy will never return.
Once upon a time,
Two bodies intertwined.
They were the perfect pair,
Filled with love and care.
Then something went wrong,
Because he knew it wouldn’t be long.
Till their child invaded there lives,
Everything was destroyed that night.

Chorus:
You left me crying years ago,
I hide the tears that I should show.
I wasn’t good enough you see,
Just enough to watch you leave.
Secrets that I never knew,
Daddy I still love you.

December 13th was the day,
You wrote a letter in which you’d say.
I was selfish and confused,
Never realising what I’ve done to you.
1996 the year,
They realised there was no cure.
So he went and packed his bags,
Leaving only abandoned lies.
A new absence took its place,
When I couldn’t see your face.

Chorus:
You left me crying years ago,
I hide the tears that I should show.
I wasn’t good enough you see,
Just enough to watch you leave.
Secrets that I never knew,
Daddy I still love you.

What was more important then?
Drinking, smoking with your friends.
While I was so young inside.
I couldn’t find you when I tried.
And Mom was all that I had,
When I just needed you dad.
Damaged now ****ed for life,
As I hold this bloody knife.
Things could be different now,
Living life better somehow.

Chorus:
You left me crying years ago,
I hide the tears that I should show.
I wasn’t good enough you see,
Just enough to watch you leave.
Secrets that I never knew,
Daddy I still love you.

Bridge:
I’ve been lonely for too long,
All because you were wrong.
Slice my wrists up close my eyes,
Just so you can realise.
I’ll never ever be the same,
I have you and mom to blame.
So while I’m on my way to die,
Like you I won’t say goodbye.

Chorus:
You left me crying years ago,
I hide the tears that I should show.
I wasn’t good enough you see,
Just enough to watch you leave.
Secrets that I never knew,
Daddy I still love you.

Forgotten Angel
The clouds turn dark,
It starts to rain.
People fall to the ground,
When an angel loses its wings.

The day started bright,
Before these mistakes.
Feelings decieve you,
When an angel loses its wings.

Rain turns to fire,
An unescapable force.
Nothing remains existing,
When an angel loses its wings.

Masks reveal demons,
Spitting in the moonlight.
Fighting white power,
When an angel loses its wings.

The world spins faster,
Rocking back and forth.
Scaring the bravest hearts,
When an angel loses its wings.

No second chances granted,
Now just lost in time.
Breaking a broken heart,
When an angel loses its wings.

It really is a shame,
No one seems to care.
Yet were all affected,
When an angel loses its wings.

Dedicated to broken hearts..
I remember your kisses,
How gentle you were.
Never once letting go,
My heart lay in your hands.

My legs wrapped around your waist,
As close as we could get.
Our bodies were one,
We never stopped loving.

Life has lost its magic,
The moon stays in the sky.
You never even said goodbye,
I'll always wonder why.

I'd like to think you cared,
But I cant believe a lie.
My heart's officially broken,
I miss smiling.

Cant you just come back?
I hate to see you gone.
It's too quiet now,
Sorry I cant let go.

Life has lost its magic,
The moon stays in the sky.
You never even said goodbye,
I'll always wonder why.

You could say that,
Wherever I am I hurt.
My pain vanishes past you,
Unnoticed unless you dont care.

I shouldn't have let go,
While I was holding your hand.
To make ever moment last,
I shouldn't have blinked.

Life has lost its magic,
The moon stays in the sky.
You never even said goodbye,
I'll always wonder why.

A warning would have been nice,
Before I jumped and fell.
Why didnt you stop me?
I guess I blame myself.

As I fell into my tears,
You let go of my hand.
When I finally looked back,
You were nowhere to be seen.

Life has lost its magic,
The moon stays in the sky.
You never even said goodbye,
I'll always wonder why.

How do I replace you?
The love you represented.
I will never stop trying,
Even as I fall.

If I'm supposedly special,
And give you butterflys.
If you really want me,
Then why arent you here?

Life has lost its magic,
The moon stays in the sky.
You never even said goodbye,
I'll always wonder why.

This isn't highschool love,
It's not a game to me.
This is a true connection,
Well at least it was.

There is nothing left,
Nothing left of me.
Just come back,
Please dont make me beg.

Life has lost its magic,
The moon stays in the sky.
You never even said goodbye,
I'll always wonder why.

It's just too much,
Too much to ask.
For someone to just,
Love me all of me.

Dont hide from me,
I wont scream.
Tears might fall,
You'll ignore them.

Life has lost its magic,
The moon stays in the sky.
You never even said goodbye,
I'll always wonder why.

I doubt you even remember,
How much we need eachother.
That missing piece inside you,
Is where I once was.

You haunt me every night,
Because you promised.
You wouldn't be like the rest,
You would never leave me.

Life has lost its magic,
The moon stays in the sky.
You never even said goodbye,
I'll always wonder why.

Even in this distance,
I was ready to go.
Drop everything and run,
run into your arms.

All I've ever wanted,
Is to be with you.
Has our moments passed?
Please help me bring them back.

Life has lost its magic,
The moon stays in the sky.
You never even said goodbye,
I'll always wonder why.

We saw past eachothers masks,
And liked what we saw.
Dont throw it all away,
Embrace this connection with me.

You wont know until you try,
So dont run away.
Because every time you run,
It hurts all over again.

Life has lost its magic,
The moon stays in the sky.
You never even said goodbye,
I'll always wonder why.

I say that I'm okay,
My smile fools everyone.
No one could ever know,
I've died on the inside.

It must be all my fault,
Something that I said.
why else would you dissappear,
And not return as yourself.

Life has lost its magic,
The moon stays in the sky.
You never even said goodbye,
I'll always wonder why.

I tremble and shake,
To try to forget.
Your still my everything,
All I've ever known.

When I try to convince myself,
That I dont really care.
Something reminds me of you,
I cant help but breakdown.

Dont pretend your incapable,
Of loving me back.
Do as you please,
Even if you break me.

Life has lost its magic,
The moon stays in the sky.
You never even said goodbye,
I'll always wonder why.

I'll always wonder why.
 
omg::(: there is a lot of pain and sadness in all of those. Do you find writing about it helps to "get it out of you"?
Or does it just help to diminish it?
 

punklove

Well-known member
omg::(: there is a lot of pain and sadness in all of those. Do you find writing about it helps to "get it out of you"?
Or does it just help to diminish it?

Yeah it helps to get all those negative emotions out of me in a healthier way that I'm used to
 
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