punklove
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If You Leave
As the days go by,
She's chasing time.
Her smile's nothing but an empty lie.
But have no fear,
There is a cure.
As long as you're always here.
So do not leave,
Or you will see.
The part of her that wants to bleed.
Make it last,
Make it count.
Show her what true love's about.
If you don't,
And you go.
Then she will never know.
So please just stay,
Don't go away.
Ignore her when she says she's ok.
She's really not,
That's plain to see.
I know because this girl is me
Anxiety
What do you see when you look at me?
The real me or someone you want me to be?
I wish I could switch bodies one day,
Then I'd know why I'm treated this way.
If I seem shallow or fake then you're wrong,
I've simply been hiding the real me all along.
So here I am my guards are down,
Yet no one knows cause no one's around.
Being vulnerable is harder then I thought,
Though at times I never want it to stop.
When I feel the real me trying to get out,
The scared part of me is overwhelmed with doubts.
I'm not anything special or anything new,
I try hard to not admit what I've been through.
I can't help feeling ugly when people stare,
It always affects me when people don't care.
Trying to talk yet I don't make a sound,
There's too many people always around.
I continue to feel like I constantly fail,
This disorder feels like jail.
I can't get out I can't escape,
It wouldn't surprise me if I was too late.
I get so nervous when people look me in the eyes,
Even I don't understand why.
At school I try hard to fade away,
And get through another day.
It gets tougher each and every time,
I start letting my personality shine.
I try to beat this I try to fight me fears,
Yet I'm scared it will haunt me for the rest of my years.
All this time I've been hiding a huge part of me,
Hi my name's Sarah I have social anxiety.
Heartbreak
You made me smile on my darkest days,
Changed my mind and took my breath away.
Our first kiss was like heaven on my lips,
That and so much more is what I grew to miss.
A part of me still loves you a part of me still cares,
I miss your smiling eyes I miss your curly hair.
In english class we were told to write poems,
I wrote mine about you you wrote yours about who knows.
The way you'd hug me so long and so close,
That vulnerable side of you is what I'll miss the most.
How you looked at me in that special way,
Saying what words could never say.
I wish you were the guy I fell for,
Way back when you never asked for more.
True love is all that I craved,
Though I didn't want to fall I was too afraid.
But before I knew it I was hooked,
You managed to read me like an open book.
No one else looked so strong,
But I saw past that all along.
The hardest thing I've ever had to do,
Was to fake a smile even when I lost you.
Crying cause I'll remember the things we used to share,
But I still remember the times you weren't there.
Feeling my heart break when I say I'm fine,
When I'm really thinking of you all the ****ing time.
Those times you smiled my way,
The things I couldn't say.
Well I'm saying it all now,
You stole my heart somehow.
You'd hang with your friends and I'd hang with mine too,
When really I just wanted to be with you.
But I couldn't stop the butterflies,
Everytime I stared into your eyes.
So my friends would try and help,
Me find the confidence I needed in myself.
But I couldn't speak I didn't know what to do,
Whenever I was in the same room as you.
Your smart and perfect everything I wish I was too,
That's another reason I can't be with you.
Now I bite my tongue and try not to cry,
Even when I forced myself to say goodbye.
Did I do the right thing even though I'm all alone?
If I did then why am I writing this poem?
A part of me just wants to break down,
Now that I know you won't be around.
I don't want to wake up again,
I'm just sick of having to pretend.
Monster
He watches her crawling on the floor,
Sobbing helplessly because he wanted more.
Regretting what he did though he can't turn back time,
He can only express what he feels in this rhyme.
She cried thru it all when he gave in,
He went too far and committed a sin.
The control he once felt slipped write through his fingers,
As he placed his hands on her letting them linger.
When he felt her tears falling for so long,
He knew he had done something wrong.
He lets his victim leave,
As her virgin blood begins to bleed.
Tears fall when he realizes he's lost her,
Not only that he has become a monster.
Please let me know what you guys think
SOMETIMES on my youtube channel I read my poems out loud YouTube - koRnrebel29's Channel xD
As the days go by,
She's chasing time.
Her smile's nothing but an empty lie.
But have no fear,
There is a cure.
As long as you're always here.
So do not leave,
Or you will see.
The part of her that wants to bleed.
Make it last,
Make it count.
Show her what true love's about.
If you don't,
And you go.
Then she will never know.
So please just stay,
Don't go away.
Ignore her when she says she's ok.
She's really not,
That's plain to see.
I know because this girl is me
Anxiety
What do you see when you look at me?
The real me or someone you want me to be?
I wish I could switch bodies one day,
Then I'd know why I'm treated this way.
If I seem shallow or fake then you're wrong,
I've simply been hiding the real me all along.
So here I am my guards are down,
Yet no one knows cause no one's around.
Being vulnerable is harder then I thought,
Though at times I never want it to stop.
When I feel the real me trying to get out,
The scared part of me is overwhelmed with doubts.
I'm not anything special or anything new,
I try hard to not admit what I've been through.
I can't help feeling ugly when people stare,
It always affects me when people don't care.
Trying to talk yet I don't make a sound,
There's too many people always around.
I continue to feel like I constantly fail,
This disorder feels like jail.
I can't get out I can't escape,
It wouldn't surprise me if I was too late.
I get so nervous when people look me in the eyes,
Even I don't understand why.
At school I try hard to fade away,
And get through another day.
It gets tougher each and every time,
I start letting my personality shine.
I try to beat this I try to fight me fears,
Yet I'm scared it will haunt me for the rest of my years.
All this time I've been hiding a huge part of me,
Hi my name's Sarah I have social anxiety.
Heartbreak
You made me smile on my darkest days,
Changed my mind and took my breath away.
Our first kiss was like heaven on my lips,
That and so much more is what I grew to miss.
A part of me still loves you a part of me still cares,
I miss your smiling eyes I miss your curly hair.
In english class we were told to write poems,
I wrote mine about you you wrote yours about who knows.
The way you'd hug me so long and so close,
That vulnerable side of you is what I'll miss the most.
How you looked at me in that special way,
Saying what words could never say.
I wish you were the guy I fell for,
Way back when you never asked for more.
True love is all that I craved,
Though I didn't want to fall I was too afraid.
But before I knew it I was hooked,
You managed to read me like an open book.
No one else looked so strong,
But I saw past that all along.
The hardest thing I've ever had to do,
Was to fake a smile even when I lost you.
Crying cause I'll remember the things we used to share,
But I still remember the times you weren't there.
Feeling my heart break when I say I'm fine,
When I'm really thinking of you all the ****ing time.
Those times you smiled my way,
The things I couldn't say.
Well I'm saying it all now,
You stole my heart somehow.
You'd hang with your friends and I'd hang with mine too,
When really I just wanted to be with you.
But I couldn't stop the butterflies,
Everytime I stared into your eyes.
So my friends would try and help,
Me find the confidence I needed in myself.
But I couldn't speak I didn't know what to do,
Whenever I was in the same room as you.
Your smart and perfect everything I wish I was too,
That's another reason I can't be with you.
Now I bite my tongue and try not to cry,
Even when I forced myself to say goodbye.
Did I do the right thing even though I'm all alone?
If I did then why am I writing this poem?
A part of me just wants to break down,
Now that I know you won't be around.
I don't want to wake up again,
I'm just sick of having to pretend.
Monster
He watches her crawling on the floor,
Sobbing helplessly because he wanted more.
Regretting what he did though he can't turn back time,
He can only express what he feels in this rhyme.
She cried thru it all when he gave in,
He went too far and committed a sin.
The control he once felt slipped write through his fingers,
As he placed his hands on her letting them linger.
When he felt her tears falling for so long,
He knew he had done something wrong.
He lets his victim leave,
As her virgin blood begins to bleed.
Tears fall when he realizes he's lost her,
Not only that he has become a monster.
Please let me know what you guys think
SOMETIMES on my youtube channel I read my poems out loud YouTube - koRnrebel29's Channel xD
