alonethinker
Member
Today is a bad day i suffer from pocd (lets just say it include fear of physically abusing and sexually abusing children)
i was physically/sexually abused as a child/teen
what if because i was abused il end up abusing??
surely im having these thoughts because im capable of doing it?
why is there a constant groinial response even when im not even having an intrusive thought?
should i be keeping my thoughts a secret from others surely im just lying to everyone about who i am?
will i ever have control of this?
Iv had this on/off for a year what is the onset age of peadophilia ?? i just dont understand how i could all of a sudden be one grrr i would never want to harm anyone but then i have a voice saying i do
its unbearable today pleas help me through today xx
i was physically/sexually abused as a child/teen
what if because i was abused il end up abusing??
surely im having these thoughts because im capable of doing it?
why is there a constant groinial response even when im not even having an intrusive thought?
should i be keeping my thoughts a secret from others surely im just lying to everyone about who i am?
will i ever have control of this?
Iv had this on/off for a year what is the onset age of peadophilia ?? i just dont understand how i could all of a sudden be one grrr i would never want to harm anyone but then i have a voice saying i do
its unbearable today pleas help me through today xx