Flyingheart
Well-known member
I'm going to be meeting my friend tomorrow, the one true friend I've got left and that I haven't shunned due to SA.
Thing is, I've always been able to talk to her, she's the only person I can really talk to without feeling uncomfortable and who Social anxiety hasn't rendered me unable to strike a conversation with, but now I feel it all changing - suddenly I feel paranoid that she hates me/finds me boring, for no apparent reason. And that means I'll act cold towards her when I don't want to, I'm just struck with fear, of having nothing to say. And that means I will be boring as I'm too afraid to speak. I don't understand why I feel this way, it's ridiculous. I feel sad and frustrated because I value this friendship and it's going to be ruined because of something silly.
Social anxiety has just slowly ruined each and every one of my relationships. This is the last straw
I don't really expect any real advice, just if anyone has ever experienced something like this before, but if you have any that'd be really nice.
Thing is, I've always been able to talk to her, she's the only person I can really talk to without feeling uncomfortable and who Social anxiety hasn't rendered me unable to strike a conversation with, but now I feel it all changing - suddenly I feel paranoid that she hates me/finds me boring, for no apparent reason. And that means I'll act cold towards her when I don't want to, I'm just struck with fear, of having nothing to say. And that means I will be boring as I'm too afraid to speak. I don't understand why I feel this way, it's ridiculous. I feel sad and frustrated because I value this friendship and it's going to be ruined because of something silly.
Social anxiety has just slowly ruined each and every one of my relationships. This is the last straw
I don't really expect any real advice, just if anyone has ever experienced something like this before, but if you have any that'd be really nice.