Xion
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Its been so long since I've been feeling like I don't belong anywhere in this world. When I told this to my so-called friend, she said that I am a fool to think that I don't belong anywhere. Am I really a fool to think like that? Everyone lets me down, even the people who should care about me the most: my parents.
In school, my so-called friends don't care about me. All they do is go and be with others and when I say that I would want to hang out with them, they would bring up excuses like, they are busy studying. And the next day, I hear that they had a good meal without me. When I ask them, they would make an excuse again. When they are looking for a conversation, they would completely ignore me and would choose a stranger over me. I don't belong in school. ( I am away from home to study btw)
At my home, my parents say mean things to me when I don't meet their expectations. And also, they completely ignore my feelings especially my SA and depression with comments like " get over it." They don't understand me even a bit. SO, I don't belong in home too.
I have nowhere to return to. I feel so lonely. I feel like I don't belong anywhere in this world. What can I do about this?
In school, my so-called friends don't care about me. All they do is go and be with others and when I say that I would want to hang out with them, they would bring up excuses like, they are busy studying. And the next day, I hear that they had a good meal without me. When I ask them, they would make an excuse again. When they are looking for a conversation, they would completely ignore me and would choose a stranger over me. I don't belong in school. ( I am away from home to study btw)
At my home, my parents say mean things to me when I don't meet their expectations. And also, they completely ignore my feelings especially my SA and depression with comments like " get over it." They don't understand me even a bit. SO, I don't belong in home too.
I have nowhere to return to. I feel so lonely. I feel like I don't belong anywhere in this world. What can I do about this?