schvitz
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Sorry about the length I just have to get some things off my chest, and i have no one left to turn to. I am very new to this forum and have never started my own post, but I have lost all trust in my friends as i have been trying to hide my axillary hh problem and while i think they dont know worrying about their knowledge and them making fun of me behind my back contributes to my nervousness making my pit stains worse. I have severe axillary hyperhidrosis. However, i have found it is only when i have any concern with it whatsoever. For instance, there are times when I am in my room wearing a gray shirt by myself and have no concern with having to see anyone and i will have no wetness. But the second i leave my room and leave my comfort zone in my house i start dripping and cant lift my arms for fear that there would be some huge stain. I am really concerned cause my sweating seems to depend on what im wearing. I.E. if im wearing a hoodie i can actually soak through that, but if im wearing a tshirt the stain is less and more controllable. I wear the hoodie as often as i can because often times i can control the sweat enough to not let it get through. but im really not kidding if im wearing a sleaveless t then i get beads rolling down my ribs, it's like my body knows what im wearing and cranks up my sweat to make sure i never have any frineds.. so screwed i need therapy... cause i only sweat around other people..by myself im controlled. It has ruined my social life just tonight i felt awkward with these girls that now that i look back on it might have had interest in me. We were supposed to go to this party but i felt like i wasnt wanted.. as i look back though there was no reason for that thought to cross my mind. i didnt even get through my second "sweat-proof" shirt. But i couldnt stop worrying about my pits. Sometimes i feel like everyone knows who i am and is just making fun of me. Which is totally screwed cause i dont want to sound conceited but i am definitely not a hideous kid and feel that if i didnt have this issue i would have the confidence enough to date anyone. Sometimes I wish i could just meet someone who has a similar problem who could understand me. I just need to talk to someone because this is really causing some serious depression. i am wasting what many call "the best times of my life" sitting in my room in fear of someone making fun of the stains under my arms. (anyone who says who cares get over it doesn't understand)
Sorry about the length I just have to get some things off my chest, and i have no one left to turn to. I am very new to this forum and have never started my own post, but I have lost all trust in my friends as i have been trying to hide my axillary hh problem and while i think they dont know worrying about their knowledge and them making fun of me behind my back contributes to my nervousness making my pit stains worse. I have severe axillary hyperhidrosis. However, i have found it is only when i have any concern with it whatsoever. For instance, there are times when I am in my room wearing a gray shirt by myself and have no concern with having to see anyone and i will have no wetness. But the second i leave my room and leave my comfort zone in my house i start dripping and cant lift my arms for fear that there would be some huge stain. I am really concerned cause my sweating seems to depend on what im wearing. I.E. if im wearing a hoodie i can actually soak through that, but if im wearing a tshirt the stain is less and more controllable. I wear the hoodie as often as i can because often times i can control the sweat enough to not let it get through. but im really not kidding if im wearing a sleaveless t then i get beads rolling down my ribs, it's like my body knows what im wearing and cranks up my sweat to make sure i never have any frineds.. so screwed i need therapy... cause i only sweat around other people..by myself im controlled. It has ruined my social life just tonight i felt awkward with these girls that now that i look back on it might have had interest in me. We were supposed to go to this party but i felt like i wasnt wanted.. as i look back though there was no reason for that thought to cross my mind. i didnt even get through my second "sweat-proof" shirt. But i couldnt stop worrying about my pits. Sometimes i feel like everyone knows who i am and is just making fun of me. Which is totally screwed cause i dont want to sound conceited but i am definitely not a hideous kid and feel that if i didnt have this issue i would have the confidence enough to date anyone. Sometimes I wish i could just meet someone who has a similar problem who could understand me. I just need to talk to someone because this is really causing some serious depression. i am wasting what many call "the best times of my life" sitting in my room in fear of someone making fun of the stains under my arms. (anyone who says who cares get over it doesn't understand)