peachwoozle
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I'm 22 and feel like the biggest loser on earth.
I still live with my parents, I don't have 1 friend online or irl, never been in a real relationship, can't drive, don't have a job. I live in a rural area so not being able to drive is horrible. I just stay in my room and try to ignore all my problems by listening to music, playing Sims, or watching Netflix. When I go to take my driving test I start crying and freaking out which obviously makes me fail. Without a license I can't work, I can't go anywhere, I have no life.But even if I could drive I can't even imagine having a job, a social life, a relationship. I know my parents are so disappointed in me.
I have social anxiety and health anxiety. My entire life since I was 14 or 15 has been ruined by this. It has just been getting worse as time goes on. Depression has started in the last year or so. I can't even talk to people online. I go days and days without talking to anyone. I've tried different meds but they did not go well with me. One made me have panic attacks worse than ever before. I cry going to the doctor, freak out going to a store, can't go anywhere without my parents.
Well that's the sad reality of my life.
I still live with my parents, I don't have 1 friend online or irl, never been in a real relationship, can't drive, don't have a job. I live in a rural area so not being able to drive is horrible. I just stay in my room and try to ignore all my problems by listening to music, playing Sims, or watching Netflix. When I go to take my driving test I start crying and freaking out which obviously makes me fail. Without a license I can't work, I can't go anywhere, I have no life.But even if I could drive I can't even imagine having a job, a social life, a relationship. I know my parents are so disappointed in me.
I have social anxiety and health anxiety. My entire life since I was 14 or 15 has been ruined by this. It has just been getting worse as time goes on. Depression has started in the last year or so. I can't even talk to people online. I go days and days without talking to anyone. I've tried different meds but they did not go well with me. One made me have panic attacks worse than ever before. I cry going to the doctor, freak out going to a store, can't go anywhere without my parents.
Well that's the sad reality of my life.