lonelee1
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im interested in someone who doesnt reciprocate the feelings anymore ( i think). the gf he chased for years finally decided she wanted him. ive never dated. is it bad to still have these lovey feelings for him? i find it helps me a bit, get through the day. but maybe that's because i haven't accepted it yet. we still talk, but i can tell he wants space and that makes me sad. i know i sound like a really big loser saying this, but really, is it bad to daydream if it makes me happy?
i think im just trying to justify this lameness in me so i don't have to face the facts. but it makes me feel nice. delusional? possibly.
and as im writing this, im seeing things more clearly. plenty of fish in the sea!!!!! duh!
but also, sometimes life sucks ass. i think it might be ok to have a small bright spot in my mind sometimes. romantic maybe? no, probably sad.
i think im just trying to justify this lameness in me so i don't have to face the facts. but it makes me feel nice. delusional? possibly.
and as im writing this, im seeing things more clearly. plenty of fish in the sea!!!!! duh!
but also, sometimes life sucks ass. i think it might be ok to have a small bright spot in my mind sometimes. romantic maybe? no, probably sad.