PennyLane
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and your not part of it?
I was thinking about the really big uni parties...generally on a daily basis I dont have to think everyone is out having fun, but on these nights theres no avoiding it!!!! I know everyone will be there (including my ex boyfriend with all his many friends...who i dont love, but something still stings from taht relationship for some reason!) and i'll be home alone...bored...lonely!
These nights are by far the worst and theres a few coming up before the end of semester!
Along these lines, I also hate new years eve, my birthday and when this massive music festival comes to my hometown and Im the only one for miles not to go!!
Grrrrr....I ****in hate SA!
I was thinking about the really big uni parties...generally on a daily basis I dont have to think everyone is out having fun, but on these nights theres no avoiding it!!!! I know everyone will be there (including my ex boyfriend with all his many friends...who i dont love, but something still stings from taht relationship for some reason!) and i'll be home alone...bored...lonely!
These nights are by far the worst and theres a few coming up before the end of semester!
Along these lines, I also hate new years eve, my birthday and when this massive music festival comes to my hometown and Im the only one for miles not to go!!
Grrrrr....I ****in hate SA!
I'm the same way. There are music festivals, concerts that I would love to attend. But just like you "GrrrrrI ****in hate SA!" Shit I haven't taken a vacation in over 6 years. I'm on a emotional roller coaster every day. I'm giving lexapro a try next week. I'm really going to make an effort to stay on some medication now. That and coupled with a psychiatrist is a start.