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First of all, sorry for the following text. I'm too confused (and possibly drunk) to write anything understandable right now (might also be the wrong board). And I seem to tend to abusing brackets ^^
I've been talking to a girl after school for some time now (most of the time i was listening though), just because i was interested in her (not in a sexual- or love-kind-of-way, merely because she was strange somehow). I knew from the start that i could not love her, but she does not seem to be a person really interested in things like that (though i'm sure she would deny this if i told her...). Well, one of the problems is that she's about 6 years younger than i am (i'm twenty-one right now), which actually should not bother me since I do not believe in "age-barriers" in relations between people, but... not only does she in a way look like my younger sister who is the same age as her, she's also got her birthday in the same month (it wouldn't surprise me if it was also the same day...). However, it was her who initiated this kind-of-relationship...
I went to cinema with her, and afterwards she (although rather subtle) asked me why I never attempted to touch her... (right now i think i should have done it, because then i would at least know what kind of relationship this is...) possibly the most important reason for this is my SP (which has been getting better, otherwise I would not have managed to go to cinema with her), but there is also the fact of age-difference which I cannot forget due to the similiarities to my sister...
btw i find it rather exhausting to talk to her, and i get the feeling that i'm behaving more stupid everytime we meet (i don't even know the reason why she still wants to meet me), but i see this as a kind of opportunity to learn talking to girls...
I guess the default question "can anyone relate" doesn't make much sense in this case, but... maybe anyone can write anything to this, I really don't know what to do...
I've been talking to a girl after school for some time now (most of the time i was listening though), just because i was interested in her (not in a sexual- or love-kind-of-way, merely because she was strange somehow). I knew from the start that i could not love her, but she does not seem to be a person really interested in things like that (though i'm sure she would deny this if i told her...). Well, one of the problems is that she's about 6 years younger than i am (i'm twenty-one right now), which actually should not bother me since I do not believe in "age-barriers" in relations between people, but... not only does she in a way look like my younger sister who is the same age as her, she's also got her birthday in the same month (it wouldn't surprise me if it was also the same day...). However, it was her who initiated this kind-of-relationship...
I went to cinema with her, and afterwards she (although rather subtle) asked me why I never attempted to touch her... (right now i think i should have done it, because then i would at least know what kind of relationship this is...) possibly the most important reason for this is my SP (which has been getting better, otherwise I would not have managed to go to cinema with her), but there is also the fact of age-difference which I cannot forget due to the similiarities to my sister...
btw i find it rather exhausting to talk to her, and i get the feeling that i'm behaving more stupid everytime we meet (i don't even know the reason why she still wants to meet me), but i see this as a kind of opportunity to learn talking to girls...
I guess the default question "can anyone relate" doesn't make much sense in this case, but... maybe anyone can write anything to this, I really don't know what to do...