strawberrybrunette
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Okay, i am probably going to piss off a whole bunch of people by writing this. I assure you that this is not my intention! I just have to say something, because this has been bugging me the whole way through this programme!
Anyway, i've been watching BMTM from the beginning, and for the benefit of the people who have no idea what i'm going on about, i'll explain. Basically, BMTM is a show similiar to Americas Next Top Model (which i happen to love, incidently! Bitch fight!), taking a group of women and putting them through their paces, seeing which one would be the best model. Eventually, one wins the competition, and gets their career as a supermodel launched. But - this show is very different, because all the women are disabled. It's been a facinating show so far, and i can't wait to find out who wins in a few weeks time.
But...and here is where i'm probably going to get lynched...watching it, i couldn't help but think "I am at least as disabled as any of the girls on this show!" - well, perhaps not all of them, like Sophie, the girl whose paralysed from the hips down, or Jess, who suffers from HNPP and severe ME - but, i just got myself really incensed thinking that by just being on that show, it makes them less disabled than me. I know, i know...its not a competition "Oh my disability is worse than yours etc. etc.", but it just got me thinking "Am i disabled?" Well, what do you think? Would you consider your Social Anxiety a disability? Because the more i think about it, the more i think that "Yes, it is a disability!" I'm pretty much house-bound most of the time, it prevents me from living a normal, fulfilling life - does that not constitute a disability?
There will be people out there who totally persecute me for saying this, replying like "Oh, you shouldn't say things like this, you're lucky to have your health, your life would be way harder if you were in a wheelchair...etc. etc." But, actually, you know what, i would rather be in a wheelchair than have social anxiety. I would rather have to use a prosthetic leg, or use crutches. Because, dispite their disabilties, the girls on this show were going out clubbing and drinking and partying, and they are getting to persue their dreams - all things which i cannot do because of my disability.
Gaaaah!!! I'm dreadfully sorry if i've offended anyone, but it just makes me so frustrated sometimes!! :evil:
Anyway, i've been watching BMTM from the beginning, and for the benefit of the people who have no idea what i'm going on about, i'll explain. Basically, BMTM is a show similiar to Americas Next Top Model (which i happen to love, incidently! Bitch fight!), taking a group of women and putting them through their paces, seeing which one would be the best model. Eventually, one wins the competition, and gets their career as a supermodel launched. But - this show is very different, because all the women are disabled. It's been a facinating show so far, and i can't wait to find out who wins in a few weeks time.
But...and here is where i'm probably going to get lynched...watching it, i couldn't help but think "I am at least as disabled as any of the girls on this show!" - well, perhaps not all of them, like Sophie, the girl whose paralysed from the hips down, or Jess, who suffers from HNPP and severe ME - but, i just got myself really incensed thinking that by just being on that show, it makes them less disabled than me. I know, i know...its not a competition "Oh my disability is worse than yours etc. etc.", but it just got me thinking "Am i disabled?" Well, what do you think? Would you consider your Social Anxiety a disability? Because the more i think about it, the more i think that "Yes, it is a disability!" I'm pretty much house-bound most of the time, it prevents me from living a normal, fulfilling life - does that not constitute a disability?
There will be people out there who totally persecute me for saying this, replying like "Oh, you shouldn't say things like this, you're lucky to have your health, your life would be way harder if you were in a wheelchair...etc. etc." But, actually, you know what, i would rather be in a wheelchair than have social anxiety. I would rather have to use a prosthetic leg, or use crutches. Because, dispite their disabilties, the girls on this show were going out clubbing and drinking and partying, and they are getting to persue their dreams - all things which i cannot do because of my disability.
Gaaaah!!! I'm dreadfully sorry if i've offended anyone, but it just makes me so frustrated sometimes!! :evil: