1) Yes, we talk, at work, she's in my team.
2) A few months, really nice, I just like her.
3) At work, she's really nice, very successful, I feel grateful that she even acknowledges me sometimes.
4) I have never told her how I feel, she might have some idea, and knows that I think she's nice and friendly, but I don't know what goes on inside her head. For all I know I may not be someone she thinks about. I just don't know.
5) Why aren't you together..
Because from what I can tell, she likes really really strong men, will only consider a guy that ticks a lot of boxes of her needs and wants a guy who will provide a house and security, wants a guy who has a great job and who physically meets her needs as well as with playfulness.
I don't provide those needs. Yeah I have a job, the ability to rent etc..we sort of get on...
But it's not even close to meeting her needs.
Do I feel sad? Yeah, it's tough going, it's a reality check for me to improve, but I walk around feeling like a complete failure deep down.
But, oh well...
Just got to move on and forget about it, just focus on the work and find someone who would enjoy me.