Tempus35
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Hello everyone, for anyone that might remember me I decided to come back on tonight, been a while. Depressed again, was doing a lot better but life is encroaching again.
I am back at college, after an incident where I totally broke down and had to leave. Sadly this is the last chance kind of thing for me, if I mess up again I will most likely get kicked out and then owe tons of money, and sadly I am not doing the best again. I have been doing more work then I have in a long time, and though I am sort of keeping up, it is getting to me. I am currently pretty much failing my classes, and the stress of it all is getting to me again.
Tonight is possibly the first night in like 1-2 months I am truly depressed again, though I can say I realized I was falling that way again.
In the end I am just mainly venting again, tonight my roommate was trying to get me to go to the bars, I did for a moment, but of course I never fit in there, and came back here.
It is so annoying, I realize I have issues and that it causes me to mess up in college, but I am trying, I have made it quite far, if it has taken me longer then others oh well, but sadly that isn't what is seen. Instead I get in trouble for not being able to keep up with the workloads, I get in massive debt, etc. SIGH
I am back at college, after an incident where I totally broke down and had to leave. Sadly this is the last chance kind of thing for me, if I mess up again I will most likely get kicked out and then owe tons of money, and sadly I am not doing the best again. I have been doing more work then I have in a long time, and though I am sort of keeping up, it is getting to me. I am currently pretty much failing my classes, and the stress of it all is getting to me again.
Tonight is possibly the first night in like 1-2 months I am truly depressed again, though I can say I realized I was falling that way again.
In the end I am just mainly venting again, tonight my roommate was trying to get me to go to the bars, I did for a moment, but of course I never fit in there, and came back here.
It is so annoying, I realize I have issues and that it causes me to mess up in college, but I am trying, I have made it quite far, if it has taken me longer then others oh well, but sadly that isn't what is seen. Instead I get in trouble for not being able to keep up with the workloads, I get in massive debt, etc. SIGH