A lyric about my problems.

[Zarrix]

My social problem at work just continues to get stranger. I can't believe some of the things I do, seriously aye. Here is some lyrics I made, I dunno I havent written lyrics before, probably because I cant sing for shit!

Like the monster
designed for my despair
judgemental, please stop knocking on my door
because you make me feel sick

Oh yeah, you can't see me falling down the wall
Oh yeah, you can't see me falling down the wall
Back to square one again

This is my country
Worry about your own
This town hates you
My ambition is loving you
But damn, he got no say around here

Oh yeah, you can't see me falling down the wall
Oh yeah, you can't see me falling down the wall
Back to Square one once again.

I don't think you know
the pain you have caused
I love you
But can't help to hate you
But begone, filthy assassin
but damn, How can't you obey the flawless

Oh yeah you can't see me falling down the wall
Oh yeah you can't see me falling down the wall
Begone filthy Judgemental
This aneurysm is sinking me!!!!!!!!!

Discuss as you see. I like to imagine a good beat along with some lyrics I can relate to. Makes me sad sometimes =(