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    ok so apparently my "ocd" says .....

    im a serial killing, peadophile, person hater and abuser :( fml i use to love people care about people want to help people i felt there emotions and their pain where has that me gone i want her back i freak out when i see children i dont even hardly if ever get sexual thoughts about them no...
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    pocd or something worse :(

    im 21 and had this on off for about 6 months can i just suddenly turn peadophile?? i have intense excitement but a mixture or dread at the thought how can this be could it be the anxiety and dread mixing ?? im constantly aroused but get bouts of enjoyment even when im not around or thinking of...
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    distressed..suicidal..was this the urge to actually kill??

    A year ago i suffered anorexia it effectively eliminated my thoughts as i was focused on cals etc now im recovered im dealing with ocd (not diagnosed professionally) but i use to have an obssession that i was pregnant even thought i was a virgin, or that i was going blind and other stuff but its...
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    please answer this for me i really need closure

    should i feel guilty for having them in the first place i mean now i just let them happen and my anxiety has lowered and i shrug them of but theres still a ningling voice saying i am another version of myra hindley and i see images of me on the news and stuff and people hating me im just...
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    intrusive thoughts pocd please respond

    Today is a bad day i suffer from pocd (lets just say it include fear of physically abusing and sexually abusing children) i was physically/sexually abused as a child/teen what if because i was abused il end up abusing?? surely im having these thoughts because im capable of doing it? why is...
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    cant believe im writing this

    ok so here goes....i have suffered intrusive thoughts for years it first started off with violent thoughts and an extreme fear i would kill someone, then i was obssessed with the fact that i was gay and everyone thought i was gay. Now i am dealing with thee worst thing iv ever known in my life...
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