I read your thread. You're not alone in feeling the way that you do. I pretty much have no one either and have to answer to the inner voice of my mind, which is a day by day struggle. It's tough managing on your own, but I also think it's the best time to learn how to be your own best companion. If you don't, you will still be dealing with the same problems down the road, whether there are people there for you or not. If you need to talk feel free to message me.