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i have been on prozac for about 7 months for ocd and in therapy... i have bben getting better (less time thinking im going to be a murderer, serial killer,evn pedo) I am 19 anf fantasize about girls my age 95 percent of the time. I used to think i would be a pedophile but i really am not...

I watched a show recently that featured a pedophilia topic and it renewed my fear of becoming a pedophile... i am not attracted to children at all but i have found a 13 yr old girl attractive and have been attracted to teens 13-15 numerous times and this makes me feel dirty... i am 19 and am...

i dont believe i am a pedophile because im not attracted to children which relieves me. however i am afraid and suspecting that i am perverted and a hebephile (someone attracted to teens)here are some reasons: 1) i find girls/boys from 13-17 attractive and have flirted with them 2) yesterday i...

I was doing so well until recently now i think that i have alot in common with the guy who killed 12 people at the movies... it concerns me that i might become like him here are some reasons i think this : Both white males Have an interest in neuroscience i read a statement saying he spits...

hey everyone as i always start with i've been on medicine for ocd and have always feared being a pedophile/pervert/bad person lately that fear has been subsiding until recently. Im bad in relationships and am not popular with girls which also makes me fear that i will be a loner. A few nights...

hey guys ive been on prozac for ocd for several months and i've started to feel better until just recently. ive always had the fear that im going to be a sexual offender or pervert of some kind. Recently i found a website called omegle and i was on a webcam and this good looking boy who was 16...

hello guys i have been doing better for awhile on prozac, but things have gone worse the past days... i have always feared being a bad person or pervert or pedophile.... for a few mnths the fears decreased but i found out that i have an uncle with schizophrenia and an uncle on the other side of...

Hi everyone well as u might now ive suffered from thoughts i was going crazy going to be a murderer pervert and/or pedophile. Recently i've been going to cbt and on prozac... believe it or not they both help somewhat i dont obsess nearly as much and therapy is teaching me to not ruminate and...

hey guys well my fear and constant worrying about being a pedo or pervert has decreased by about 50% since i started taking 40mg of prozac! this is positive, however with that as always there is bad news... my fear nature hasnt gone away completely... i'm afraid of the medicine and if its bad...

well it happened again... i had been going good living life w/o too much obsessing, not much worry average but not extreme.... my fears of being a bad person and a pedophile had decreased, then when i was hanging out with my friend his sister had a friend over they were both like 16 so it didnt...

well if you've read my previous posts you already know that ive been struggling with thoughts of being a pedophile but im attracted to girls/boys my age and older but like i said i can also find myself attracted to young teens 12-15... many say this is normal some don't... but as i was starting...

I've had a fear that im going to be a pedophile for awhile, i have went into detail in my other posts, but recently this fear has been consuming me. Im attracted to people my age and older, I'm 18... i've been going through my memories trying to find out if i am a pervert i can remember many...

Ever since a couple of years ago i've had this recurring thought that im a sexual pervert/ or will become one. Ive thought that im a pedophile/rapist/etc... the thoughts come and go, sometimes they go for a long time. I've always been attracted to people my age throughout life and ppl older...

hi just when my ocd was getting bad, i was fearring killing people, being a pedophile, that i was going crazy, having panic attacks.... in high school i met a friend who as i became closer to him everything else seemed to be getting better... i didnt have incredibly scary thoughts my life seemed...

hi i have this recurring thought that im a pedophile...ive never molested children or wanted too…. yet i fear that i am because the thought has been something that comes to mind sporadically… i saw a picture of 2 boys and found to myself that they were attractive… but they werent that young like...