Mike555
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Once i became aware of it, i can't stop looking for the corners of my eyes on other people, now it makes other people un-comfortable, and i can not handle it, on the bus, train, and when i look down with my head like, people ask "everything is good man?" and think something happened to me..
this problem ruins my life and i can not continue like this.
Could it be because of my eye? i see blurry with 1 eye, with the other eye i see good and maybe i just need eye lens for 1 eye? i have to see eye doctor soon and will check it out and see if it worked. but i don't think it's because of this.. i'm not even sure and it freaks me OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BTW somebody tried helping, he commented
"Instead of repressing my actions/thoughts/whatever from my obsession, let it happen. (stare whoever
i have the desire to, then, attempt to remiss the situation of my belief that the person is thinking about
me in someways, or at the very least lessen the thought of it) And in time (hopefully) I will realize that
it's not harming me or anyone in anyway."
And this did not help! i tried it! i felt anxiety, it made other people un-comfortable as well.
I think it has to do something with body language, not the peripheral vision, but when you show negative signs with your body language, it makes him nervous and he's nervous because he probably thinks he caused you to be nervous or something..... oh my god!!!!!!!! and you can not control your body language.. it's super freaking hard and it's impossible!!!!!
I got so many problems in my life, social anxiety, army, OCD starring, super social awkwardness, i make other people nervous, i got shitty job (not even combat) in the army, ADHD and i ask awkward questions which make other people un-comfortable. i swear to god, i want to suicide i really do, i wana move to the next life but i'm super concenred of what is going to be in the next life, or hell or heaven or nothing, or a new body or even in a new animal's body or even a new planet... and i want to live life while i'm alive so it holds me from suiciding but i don't give a shit about dying to be honest, just if i wish if i knew what will happen in the next life, then would smile.. and i before i would do that, i would tell to the loved ones that they shouldn't care about me at all and i would be angry at them.
this problem ruins my life and i can not continue like this.
Could it be because of my eye? i see blurry with 1 eye, with the other eye i see good and maybe i just need eye lens for 1 eye? i have to see eye doctor soon and will check it out and see if it worked. but i don't think it's because of this.. i'm not even sure and it freaks me OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BTW somebody tried helping, he commented
"Instead of repressing my actions/thoughts/whatever from my obsession, let it happen. (stare whoever
i have the desire to, then, attempt to remiss the situation of my belief that the person is thinking about
me in someways, or at the very least lessen the thought of it) And in time (hopefully) I will realize that
it's not harming me or anyone in anyway."
And this did not help! i tried it! i felt anxiety, it made other people un-comfortable as well.
I think it has to do something with body language, not the peripheral vision, but when you show negative signs with your body language, it makes him nervous and he's nervous because he probably thinks he caused you to be nervous or something..... oh my god!!!!!!!! and you can not control your body language.. it's super freaking hard and it's impossible!!!!!
I got so many problems in my life, social anxiety, army, OCD starring, super social awkwardness, i make other people nervous, i got shitty job (not even combat) in the army, ADHD and i ask awkward questions which make other people un-comfortable. i swear to god, i want to suicide i really do, i wana move to the next life but i'm super concenred of what is going to be in the next life, or hell or heaven or nothing, or a new body or even in a new animal's body or even a new planet... and i want to live life while i'm alive so it holds me from suiciding but i don't give a shit about dying to be honest, just if i wish if i knew what will happen in the next life, then would smile.. and i before i would do that, i would tell to the loved ones that they shouldn't care about me at all and i would be angry at them.
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