Opaline
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Sometimes i get to the point of being like f### the world, I'm going out in a place with tons of people! They don't matter to me. I get there and all is good ... then i feel them staring at me, critiqueing me, until i leave. Then I'm mad at myself. I'm sorry you're that way too. The funny part is that ill be the life of the party If i know ill never see any of that crowd again, I'm just too weird i guess.
I am the same way. It really is strange.