Sk8tergurl48
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He and I have bee together for four years, so it's ridiculous that I should be so worried about calling him, but I can't help it. I'm fine texting him, Snapchatting him, or any other kind of messaging via text. The thing is, I like talking on the phone way better, but I don't think he knows that because I always text. I'm perfectly fine talking with him on the phone when he calls me, but not the other way around. If I miss a call from him and I call him back, it isn't nearly as bad, but I still get nervous. Interestingly enough, video calls make me less nervous than regular ones... Given the choice, I would rather walk all the way to his dorm room 20 minutes away and talk to him in person rather than call, that's how nervous I get (but unfortunately that's not practical).
Last night I wanted to call him and ask him about something, and I literally sat there and stared at my phone with my hands shaking and me practically hyperventilating. When I finally did call, I almost cried with relief when he didn't pick up, because then I could just text him while still showing that I had made the effort... Pretty bad, huh?
I really need to get over this irrational fear, what can I do?
Last night I wanted to call him and ask him about something, and I literally sat there and stared at my phone with my hands shaking and me practically hyperventilating. When I finally did call, I almost cried with relief when he didn't pick up, because then I could just text him while still showing that I had made the effort... Pretty bad, huh?
I really need to get over this irrational fear, what can I do?