scarecrow66
New member
Right, I'm on a bit of a rant... I have been agoraphobic for many years (although I can sometimes go out if accompanied) and over time have alienated everyone I know due to them not being there for me. I have absolutely no-one!! Over the years I have also developed a near-phobia of phones, I only get visits from workmen who have to do necessary gas or electric works and I visit no-one. (or very rarely if i'm desperate) I am really messed up, haven't had a doctor for years because I CAN'T go see one and no doctor will come to me. All my family, "friends" and neighbours know how I am, not one of them offer any help at all, unless I ask them and then pay them but obviously can't do this often due to not being able to pay all the time and also because I can't stand these people if they only do stuff if paid. This goes on & on but i'll try and get to the point..... I am very ill but feel like I am being left to just rot away - I want to die and just get it over with... IS IT NOT A BASIC HUMAN RIGHT to be entitled to a doctors help? I know certain medications could help me, as thats been proved in the far past, but I have no access to any. I have been tempted lately to buy off the internet, which I know is stupid as you never know what you're actually getting but I'm desperate.... ok, end of rant for now